“My intimate video became a hit in my work”
“My intimate video became a hit in my work”
* We publish a reader’s letter sent to the editorial office of Damosfera. The name of the heroine is known to the editors of Damosphere.
I come from a small town. I was born there and went to school there. I never had any problems with learning, although it cost me a lot of effort. But I had a purpose for it. I’m not going to be poor like everyone else around me. Our city offered no prospects. There were no large companies, banks, etc., so you could only count on work in one of the many supermarkets or with a good arrangement at school. I could not even count on the work of a clerk, because these positions had been filled for years by the same people or their children when they retired.
I was afraid that I would live with my parents until I died, or at least worry if I would have enough until the first one after paying all the bills. There were constant conversations about this in my house, so I knew what was in store for me. There was no other option, I had to take matters into my own hands. I couldn’t count on a rich husband: I was losing to my other girlfriends because of my looks, and there were no such candidates in our city. I was cramped all day, giving up my social life. I was slowly becoming a savage, completely unfamiliar with people, not to mention my peers. Even though my friends had been seeing boys, dating, etc. for a long time, I was still pretty new to these things.
Eventually, I got into college and moved out of the house. It was not easy, but I graduated with honors, thanks to which I also got this coveted well-paid job. But I was still alone. When someone started to be interested in me, I unconsciously but quickly discouraged them from me. Such a person, after proposing a meeting several times in a row and again hearing an unreliable excuse, naturally took it as a rejection. After a while he just gave up. I also couldn’t accept and thank for compliments. It always seemed to me that there were impure intentions behind them. All this because I was afraid of any close-ups. I still haven’t had any experience with this. Over time, it became more and more problematic for me.
I was doing great at work. I started with the lowest position, but within five years I was quickly promoted. My career was developing surprisingly well and the work was interesting. I liked what I was doing, but when the opportunity for promotion presented itself, I decided to take it. As they say, “appetite grows with eating”. The problem, however, was that two other colleagues, the so-called young wolves. As they said about themselves: we go “over the dead to the goal” and “the end justifies the means”. At the time, I didn’t take it so literally and treated it as a joke. I was confident in my worth and convinced that I would win this fight.
An integration trip was organized on the occasion of the tenth anniversary of the company. Just top management in a luxury spa somewhere in Poland. On the first day at the pool, one of my friends accosted me. I knew him before but never paid any attention to him. He worked in a different department and we had little in common. He was nice to talk to and seemed likeable. Charming place, good food and of course alcohol, all this made for a general relaxation.
I’ve never felt so good. Over the last few years, my work has been so absorbing that I have not used holidays and other days off. All relaxation and rest were foreign to me. I was surprised how good I felt after just a few days. I didn’t recognize myself. My friend from the pool did not leave my side and surprisingly, this time it was not tiring for me. Gently, but gradually, we shortened the distance between us.
One evening after dinner, at the end of the trip, he proposed to me a walk, as he called it, under the stars. We walked along the beach and the dunes and were about to head back to the hotel when he suggested we sit on a bench on the terrace. He hugged me and kissed me. I didn’t move away. So he was getting funnier. The action became more and more dynamic. We kissed passionately, his hands roaming all over my body. When the situation reached its climax, which probably needs no explanation, almost the entire team of our integration trip invaded the terrace. She caught us at the least opportune moment. They witnessed a very intimate scene.
They entered so quietly that I didn’t hear them at first. As it turned out later, they stood like that for some time before revealing themselves. They stood and filmed us silently before, after a while, they started screaming, laughing and yelling as if they were fans at a game. I was paralyzed and speechless. It probably took a few seconds for me to recover and correct myself, but it felt like an eternity to me. I felt humiliated like never before. I started yelling at them to stop, to go away, but they seemed to be having a lot of fun with the whole thing. They didn’t respond to my behavior at all. So is my current partner. To my surprise, he had a great time doing it too.
I ran to my room and didn’t come out until I left.
When I went to work on Monday, I hoped everyone had forgotten about the incident. Unfortunately, the topic turned out to be the highlight of the day. The whole company talked about nothing else. The recording traveled from person to person, so that it began to take on a life of its own. When I entered the room, I saw those mocking looks and contemptuous expressions. I felt terrible, and I felt even more terrible when it turned out that my alleged suitor was the closest friend of my rival for the position. They both planned all this to discredit me, demote me in the eyes of others and force me to quit my job.
I do not know what to do now. I have built my position in the company over the years. I don’t want to change my job and start all over again in a new place. But I don’t know if I’ll last until the case dies down and people forget. Not to mention the loss of trust in men at all. I can’t believe that some people can be so ruthless in their pursuit of their goals that they are ready to destroy the lives of others.
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